Worth of friends?

Morning.
My body clock is screwed as bad as it is once again. My job doesn't even tire me today. The 12hrs I slpt last night? Hmm. It's okay, it's gonna be the same for work tmr. This week has been pretty bad for me. Moodswings acting up, quarrelled with major 2 love of my life. One, mummy. One, best friend. Nobody knows the ache but I'll vent my heartfelt words here. It's alright not telling anyone but myself, so much that I felt right now. It's disappointing how I can never relate to them my point and miscommunication has to come in. I ask myself how much am I suppose to do, to be worthy enough of your love. The answer never came in.

Till the day I ended my previous relationship, my friends were all standing by me. See my tears, how i break down and the weight I've lost. That is when I begin to realise each of them plays an important role in my life. From then, I never wanted to disappoint anyone unless I realised it's not worth. I don't wish to come to a point whereby I think anyone whom I regard as my good enough friend seems any less worth, at any point of time. However, I've to admit. Things change. You know when I see there's no point to it, I'll let it go. I know I'll stop trying if the other party isn't trying harder. Wells, I'm disappointed much, very.

Anws, on a brighter note.
I've decided to upload a few more photos from my lumix. My camera's getting oldddddd. :'(
Click the link for more photos taken at faith's birthday.

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Hi there.
I felt that I left this space for awhile, but I've no idea what to blog. Apparently, it's because there's too much things happening that I've no idea what to blog. So I guess I'll just update whatever I'm busy with lately & some random photos everywhere.

Love that never fades for me.

This is my wonderful woman who took tender care of me when little me was still ignorant. :x

Suppose to bring debbygirl to yong en's place for steamboat straight from home but I thought I would wanna visit 奶奶&爷爷 first. Had yummy tauhuay homemade by my aunt, had a good chat with the elders before I rushed down to fill my empty stomach with the rest. What else could be best when I've my debbygirl with my friends having steamboat & movie marathon the night through. (:

The following noon was mummy's off day as usual, decided to go NEX for dinner. Putien was goooood.

Fave dish all the time!

Spend hundreds on clothes, & after so long of part time working I finally started paying for mummy's stuffs. Though I don't have the money to give parents every month yet, due to my splurging habits and with only 3 working days per week. There's only so much I can give at the moment. I hope I'm not a bad daughter afterall. :'( Erm, yes I still have weekly allowance but I'm paying for my own transport alr okay! Ain't that bad right? Heh.

Talking about $$$ I'm gonna crash my own head soon. Feb was 2 weddings, mummy's birthday, yingjie's & shandy's. March is gonna be my getaway, faith's & ding's 21st.... Lele's, charmaine, annhin and more birthdays that I don't even remember. Just this getaway is gonna make me have my meals at the grass patch below my estate. I need to work bad, real bad. Judging from the the off days I needa take, I might as well declare bankrupt now? Argh. I'll die on my own then.

I'm dead tired wanting to finish up this post before i hit the sack. It's been a long day with my ding&ros at town for some girls' moment. Cramp day 1 is draining my energy but just enough for high tea, kinect & shopping. Aite, there's still work tmr and last for this week before I bid goodbye to sg. Goodnight.

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JB & Wedding Rush.

Hi. I'm here to do a little short write up while waiting for my grass hair to dry. Had been out to JB for the whole of thursday and tiredness is killing me almost instantly. Only slept a couple of hours due to work on wed night before Yong en's mummy came to pick me up & we had yummy 纸包鸡, cod fish this time round. Collected wedding gowns which we all painstakingly chose the previous time we drove in last week. Choosing for wedding gowns it's like the longest shopping ever done. It takes HOURS. Just for a few set of gowns. I can easily sweep fill my f21 shopping bag within an hour's time, ohgad. 

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My all-time fave.

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Late night confessions.

Good morning. It's 6:23am as I'm typing down via phone. Tried sleeping a couple of hours ago but to find myself tossing the bed watching the dog sleep. Probably the green tea doing its work on me.
Love doing peace at work alone to think over some thoughts. Songs shuffling my iPod makes me shuffled many random thoughts too. Thoughts about my friends, my past, my love. The memories that went unspoken. Those that filled my drama life never fails to make me smile/ache all together. At times, I think it's not easy to become who I am today. Not that I've remarkable achievements, I've totally none but that I've another story to tell.
Today, I'm thankful for the peers once again. Those whom held my hands & allow my tears to wet their blouses. Till today, I could never forget my hardest cry. So bad I could literally cry out my heart. It almost felt it was just a day ago, cos I could remember it so vividly. The pain was never quite gone. The darkest nightmare in my life, the scar that never heals.
The memories that never fade. Sorry for being sentimental. I just needed to vent this, I've no one to turn to at this hour. Just don't wanna fake smile & be true to my feelings in depth.
Sigh. Sleep Sharlene, sleep it away.