I'll breakdown, I'll get up.

I've nothing to brag, nothing to show. I'm just my parents' girl who ain't gonna outshine all the girls out there. I don't wanna feel inferior even if I had to, I'm done feeling tired. Wanna do my heart something good, it's unhealthy. I wanna tell the world I'm not someone so easily defeated. 

Even if I need to breakdown & cry, all I need is just the friends whom I call it worth. Superficial friends you don't need my stories to move along. Enough of destroying me alright? Please, I beg.

"Sick" period is finally over! Back to the slogging work life of mine. Thank God for work to keep my mind occupied most of the time. However, it occupies way too much at times & I'm not exaggerating, I DO dream about my work some nights. 

Finally rest day came, never fail to love my sundays. How long was I expecting to meet this fave face on a sunday noon with our all time fave seng kee dishes & tauhuay! Life's beautiful still. (:

The last month of the year is approaching. I'll make sure I'm gonna smile & live to the fullest everyday. Just be with me folks, I can do this. :)

Making the best outta the worst.

It's been one hell week of work as usual. Working doesn't makes it better when my cough gets worse each day. Waking up in wee hours just to cough myself till I fall back sleep till the alarm goes off in the morning again. 

Last week was rather taxing. Gotta make time for the birthday boy's belated for a sumptuous dinner with the boys. Though schedule was tight & short, we still had a good laughing session over dinner. & we're gonna have our long awaited 2d1n very soon!

To the boys that always make me laugh whenever I complain:

Surviving with the long hours of work each day is becoming a routine I've no choice but to get used to it. Hate the fact to attend courses even after a long day of work. & that the location has to be the furthest. Staying awake till I've to catch a couple mins just to rest my eyes to get rid of headaches gets too norm lately. IT IS SO TIRING. 

Marinabaysands for DBS d&d dinner just last night. Did way much preparation just for a night's show. The place was huge. 

Where I see waiters/waitress dancing:

SO HAPPY TO SEE MY BATCHMATES THERE!:

My shanghainese style for the night:

Loving my mango new bling dress. (:

& I totally crashed after dinner. Couldnt make it for after party with colleagues. Thank God for colleague to drive me home esp when I'm on difficult shoes. Woke up 9plus in the morning to get mac breakfast & funshion "Shooter" till noon & fell asleep for nap time. The rain made my nap so much better with the best cosy weather. Ain't my sunday awesome enough? :D

Every break counts.

November hadn't be good to me. I've been falling ill from the start of the month. I thought I could have a good rest for my 3 off days, but it always seems like I'm busier when I'm on off compared to my working days. Last week was just nocturnal nights which I find it extra taxing being awake every minute later. Prolly that's one main reason why I fell ill again with consecutive sleepless nights with ongoing parties.

#filtermembersclub #geekevent:

Wed was ladies night at zouk. Fri was neverland. Sat was filter & zouk. Sun was USS. How on earth did my life turned out like this, really? Woke up with a hangover & met the rest for breakfast for USS. GAWD. It was almost deadly.

USS was good despite the hangover. First time going for an event FOC with my other DBS colleagues. We sat most of the rides & with all the screamings & roller coaster rides, my fever was up almost instantly. Hit the sack after a good bath & turn in bed early for work next morning. Managed to survive a day at work though my coughing & cold were with me.

Had the best screamings with DBS colleagues. I hope I left all my sorrows & stress there. Cos' I really don't wish to leave anymore emotions left here with me. 

#TGIW #ZOUKKABABY

How could I miss partying with the girls when I've got 3 days off from work? Way too long I met with each & everyone of them for ladies night like that! Gotta love em' all for the slightest reason, they made my night so awesome. (:
Look at em' pretty babes:

Nothing beats a party with insane screaming, slutty grindings & some mischiefs throwing strangers' lightsticks HAHA Had so much laughter for a wednesday night like this. WAY MORE TO GO.

& tonight's gonna be another party pooper at filter/mink. SAVE ME.

4 days of replenishing.

I'm finally back on my vaio again, & this time round it's prettier! Feels so good to be back using the keypad not mentioning the really bulky ones back at the branch. & so I convinced myself to stay home more often now that I've got my new baby to keep me company. (:

Last week was bad. Fever came up almost immediately right after i extracted out my tooth. Bleeding & saliva couldn't stop drooling. The poor cab driver had to guess my hand signs & erm. umm uh uh, was my instructions. He was so cute I felt his sense of achievement each time he guessed right what I was tryna say. Cutest driver ever, & even my byebye was "um um!" Made a big fuss & was crying to my dogs till I fell asleep after eating my medication. The only reason why I woke up time from time was to change my cotton gauze cos' the bleeding couldn't stop. Slept from that very evening till the following noon time without eating & gad, my head was splinting.

Fever subsided & came back right after I ate my first food; tauhuay. I bought 6 home knowing I'll be feeding on those for sometime. Took another short nap tryna make my fever go away & it did. I made it to meet the rest at timbre for lesley's surprise birthday. Oh, how much I loved Goodfella. They never fail to make my heart go gaga with their jamming all the time.

 

You could never imagine how tough it was chewing on my duck pizza. It was the first time tryna chew on solid food with one tooth lesser. My friends even peel my fave buffalo wings for me to chew my night away while enjoying the music. & then I had to crash on bed as soon as I got home.

 

Now this is my new babylove:

 

Life couldn't be better without it when I'm on medical leave. (: The only productive thing I've done today was to walk the dogs to punggol park. Anything else was just to laze around in my little humble place,

 

Things got crankier when I'm bored with myself,

 

You don't always get to see this, but I thought it was fun making all my friends see this photo of mine. They just had so much to comment, hehehe I love y'all baobei <3

 

 

GOODBYE MY LOVE, you've served me well.

Suffering from awakening pains for several sleepless nights I had to make a dental appointment for my toothache. Closed my counter at work earlier than usual just to squeeze that available slot for my appointment. I'm so thankful my officer kept reminding me to close my cash till on time though there was a long queue at the branch. Everyone was so busy cos we were so shorthanded ytd.

I braced upon my own phobia that has been living in me since young to pluck my decaying tooth. Until now, I still couldn't believe I did it all alone though I'm still suffering from fever right now even after sleeping since last evening till the following noon. & not forgetting not being able to eat ANYTHING. I was drooling blood & saliva the whole night & it was so darn miserable. I am one level up from independence once again. Just one more step to go sharlene, to full recovery. You know you can do this.

TOOTHACHE.

Striked 12 midnight & I'm here complaining about my toothache cos I simply can't sleep with this pain! Managed to survive a long day at work together with meeting but the pain doesn't go away! No fucking idea what's causing so much pain & I'm running outta patience cos I've no idea how to get rid of this.

Rushed to the dental clinic during my lunch break but it has to be scheduled in with appointments!? I'll be dead from this pain by then hello? & their only available slots are timings during my working hours you've gotta be kidding me.
FUCK THIS PAIN & LET ME SLEEP NAO PLEASE.