Worth of friends?

Morning.
My body clock is screwed as bad as it is once again. My job doesn't even tire me today. The 12hrs I slpt last night? Hmm. It's okay, it's gonna be the same for work tmr. This week has been pretty bad for me. Moodswings acting up, quarrelled with major 2 love of my life. One, mummy. One, best friend. Nobody knows the ache but I'll vent my heartfelt words here. It's alright not telling anyone but myself, so much that I felt right now. It's disappointing how I can never relate to them my point and miscommunication has to come in. I ask myself how much am I suppose to do, to be worthy enough of your love. The answer never came in.

Till the day I ended my previous relationship, my friends were all standing by me. See my tears, how i break down and the weight I've lost. That is when I begin to realise each of them plays an important role in my life. From then, I never wanted to disappoint anyone unless I realised it's not worth. I don't wish to come to a point whereby I think anyone whom I regard as my good enough friend seems any less worth, at any point of time. However, I've to admit. Things change. You know when I see there's no point to it, I'll let it go. I know I'll stop trying if the other party isn't trying harder. Wells, I'm disappointed much, very.

Anws, on a brighter note.
I've decided to upload a few more photos from my lumix. My camera's getting oldddddd. :'(
Click the link for more photos taken at faith's birthday.

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Hi there.
I felt that I left this space for awhile, but I've no idea what to blog. Apparently, it's because there's too much things happening that I've no idea what to blog. So I guess I'll just update whatever I'm busy with lately & some random photos everywhere.

Love that never fades for me.

This is my wonderful woman who took tender care of me when little me was still ignorant. :x

Suppose to bring debbygirl to yong en's place for steamboat straight from home but I thought I would wanna visit 奶奶&爷爷 first. Had yummy tauhuay homemade by my aunt, had a good chat with the elders before I rushed down to fill my empty stomach with the rest. What else could be best when I've my debbygirl with my friends having steamboat & movie marathon the night through. (:

The following noon was mummy's off day as usual, decided to go NEX for dinner. Putien was goooood.

Fave dish all the time!

Spend hundreds on clothes, & after so long of part time working I finally started paying for mummy's stuffs. Though I don't have the money to give parents every month yet, due to my splurging habits and with only 3 working days per week. There's only so much I can give at the moment. I hope I'm not a bad daughter afterall. :'( Erm, yes I still have weekly allowance but I'm paying for my own transport alr okay! Ain't that bad right? Heh.

Talking about $$$ I'm gonna crash my own head soon. Feb was 2 weddings, mummy's birthday, yingjie's & shandy's. March is gonna be my getaway, faith's & ding's 21st.... Lele's, charmaine, annhin and more birthdays that I don't even remember. Just this getaway is gonna make me have my meals at the grass patch below my estate. I need to work bad, real bad. Judging from the the off days I needa take, I might as well declare bankrupt now? Argh. I'll die on my own then.

I'm dead tired wanting to finish up this post before i hit the sack. It's been a long day with my ding&ros at town for some girls' moment. Cramp day 1 is draining my energy but just enough for high tea, kinect & shopping. Aite, there's still work tmr and last for this week before I bid goodbye to sg. Goodnight.