Time kills.

We don't need their words to prove, we don't need the dramas to show. 

We don't want others to apologize after they went back on their promises. 

It's meaningless they say, how solemn. 

Cos' it is only meant to be, just how much they value you. 

How much you're worth the sincerity of truth.

How important are you. 

& if they don't, dont ever look back.

They're never gonna make you whole. 

Let it go. 

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Back to us. (:

Exams are over! For now. Giving me some breathing space. It's been a busy week. Preparing for exams as well as to attend some gatherings. We're all glad faith is back. Satisfying her cravings at seng kee, & Jeannie chew loves her new pandora charm from us! 

Got babygirl with me this Halloween coincidentally, accompanying her through the night really makes me realized how old & not quite suitable for such night life anymore. It's been more than a year since I partied. Sacrificing my beauty hour rush for faith. However, it's still quite a good night with everyone. 

Missing the girl. Time is always too short for us. Now, everyone hits back to routine. Goodnight. 

& again, it's huangliting's birthday!

Forever taking this chance to gather some old friends where everyone fits in for a gathering. So good to see everyone after a couple of months later. Hugging one another after meeting up so long just to make sure the love is still there:

Ended up at zouk just because huangliting has to report work & all of us had to accompany that fella. It's also a good chance to see old colleagues around though many have left. Good to see Andrew foo!! :

Spend a couple of hours chatting with old friends at winebar but i guess we're really chilling for good. A good whole table with latte frappes, alcohol free. & then a stroll to the club to visit some other colleagues. It's a good day tonight, time to mug for exams. Goodnight. 

When everything falls genuinely

In this rainy day, we're not looking for anything else to find happiness... :

My kind of TGIF

Don't wish to talk about the unhappy workload & the accumulating stress for my upcoming exams, it's finally my TGIF. Spending my beauty time for a good pampering session. Totally immersed into it. Decided to test the little samples that I've got from innisfree previously & I found a gem. 

Innisfree wine peeling jelly softener:

Every girl should have a good try for this!! It has this serum looking solution & once apply you can just rub/use a cotton pad to brush with it. 

This is extracted from the web:

This is how it looks after applying & it exfoliates the dead skin cells to remove the dullness in your skin & makes your face glow healthier. The best feeling you get is after washing it off, your skin feels so hydrated & smells really good too! I'm sure it's gonna work! 

Just wanna spend some stress-free time alone to get rid of the overwhelming workload lately... It's good to switch off for awhile:

...

& when my friends understands me...

& when they makes you feel comforted:

Love is.

Love is sucha beauty. 

Knock.

Sometimes I really feel these assignments & reports are suffocating me. Especially when I've problems communicating with teammates. Sometimes I feel like I'm alone fighting, & trying hard to keep up with work & school. & also keeping up with my emotions. 

And when all these stress builds up, I could only find myself. It's tough & sadly I couldn't find anyone to turn to. 

Breaking down shouldn't be weak. Everyone has this chance to feel lousy, bcos that's only when you feel strong again. It's just another reality learnt. 

Not a good vibe

So the mad colleague of mine was complaining not receiving flowers before so we decided to order a bouquet to surprise her at work:

& happy birthday Gek too:

I'm not sure what went wrong with me last week but I was down with my fever for a long time. Back down to branch for training while on mc, ms foo finally came back for Aussie & gave me this koala bear when I told her to take photos of koala bears for me. So sweet of her buying the only bear for me, & showing photos of the penguins & kangaroos she took at Aussie. 

Say hello to my babykoko:

Thinking fever has subsided I went back to work the following day though I was on 2 days mc just to shut some mouths from complaining the shortage of manpower. Unfortunately I was wrong dizziness got over me & I couldn't work. There goes my shortage of money at work. Giddiness & feeling nauseous obstructed me from working quite bad. Bruises are everywhere too. 

I'm so upset I didn't make it for my stats paper. Sigh math is really not my cuppa tea. Econs wasn't too bad tho. Bad bad days needa go away. :(