My system needs a breakdown

Just updating my crazy kitchen status...:

I'm a big meow meow.

As I'm typing this, I'm running a temperature again! :( Maybe it's the insufficient sleep & overloaded of work everyday... 我很tired. 

Thought they'll lemme open counter at trs today... Sarah's on block, pricia halfday. They'd rather ask shermaine to go through the hassle of passing substocks early in the morn than to lemme go up. Explaining the queue is gonna be long for end of the month blah blah. I'm also a human eh? I don't look like human meh? 

Ask me open counter downstairs nvm, I was asked to hold back substocks frm shermaine. Y'all knw I've got classes yet want me to hold then I stay & lock documents who go school for me? Woah you guys are incorrigible I've nth else to comment anymore. 

Feeling unwell, I managed to survive class today. I don't wanna feel sick. :( 

Told my classmate to check out foxy at everland, found babyfoxies. THEY'RE DAMN CUTE??? : 

Foxy is so excited to meet his new friends!! Hehehe 

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但是我只希望你 我只希望你照顧自己

We'll run where lights won't chase us

Had my buddy coming to my workplace to find me for dinner after work knowing I wouldn't agree to meet anywhere further. Had her travelling all the way from jurong to gardens, we had an awesome date that night. (:

Statistics lecturer's been a bitch. I just couldn't tolerate how he doesn't say to the main points & wasting my sleeping time. This is him perfecting his calculator drawing (with the help of ruler) at 1020pm when my class should end 1030pm. Seeing him walking around the class just to teach students how to 2nd func the calculator just makes me roll my eyes and packed my things. I was the first to walk off from class. Don't waste my time:

Saturday was a beautiful morning. Bought mac breakfast & seeing happy dogs strolling in their morning walks just makes my day. Brought my dogs for a walk after work too. This black dog die die wanna walk up the slope, how smart of you huh, end up couldn't jump down & I said goodbye:

Crazy kitchen is my current new addiction! It's so cute!!:

Finally done with my econs after 3 hrs & I'm all set for work & sch tmr! Always trying to drive away my super monday blues cos it's another long day ahead. Of all lessons, it has to be econs. & my handsome angmo is so strict with the students if we don't do our pre studying. 

Gotta turn in early for another busy week ahead, gotta report work earlier than usual. Stupid colleagues just kept quiet when I said I had classes on monday but no one wants to take the sub stocks. Ohwells, it's me again. Take new notes for hari raya also me, do mutilated notes also me, substock also me. Teamwork huh? Teamwork lor. If only everyone takes the initiative, my life would be much easier.

Zoukout dates are out! Pretty sure it's gonna be a slamming event with the notice of closure. I've been so enclosed with my own life, I probably need such events to come up with reasons to meet them. Sometimes I feel guilty not sparing the time, but I'm rlly drained. Huangliting says she's afraid that my newspaper is still from last year, I don't know whats going on with my social life anymore. Hahaha still need her to keep me updated. So much that have changed me, I hope it's for the better. 

I hope everything's gonna make me stronger,

#throwbackzoukout2013 

They say you don't grow up, you just grow old

At times I just wanna watch animals & be happy for the rest of the day:

Trying to find my individual peace allowing my mind to take a break from everything. At times, I think I'm trying too hard. So hard that people thinks I'm capable of everything. 

No matter how much I've said I needa rush for classes aft work, they just seem to pile it up on my desk. Collection of mutilated notes every mon aft work is always me as well as to help pack cashbags. Look who's the one rushing for classes?. So much for teamwork? Yet I don't understand how can I do extra duties & see myself waiting for others still undone balancing their cash. & all the other duties are minor aft I've done them when I have 4 more headcounts doing the rest. I rlly don't know how, & what to say anymore. I gave up. 

I'm rlly tired of helping. Sigh. 

Sunday night.

Jason statham. 

Rewarding myself right after two night exams that burnt my wkend. 

Just wanna finish a good show before new modules start tmr & work. Way to go, Sharlene. 

Most tiring off week.

This is me struggling to focus studying for my wkend exams all day & all night:

Even my darling babygirl is so bored looking at me study the whole time:

Just had my night paper of accountings, finally I can throw my Accountings materials away. I swear it's so tough I wanna die. Left my last night paper for management, burning the last round of midnight oil on a Saturday night. What a life:

Went to crash Yvonne's wedding dinner with the colleagues. It was a last min decision & I was super dress down. First time ever wearing birks but luckily the atmosphere wasn't too grand. So happy to see the happy faces. Time was too short, had some good conversation with the bosses. 

WISH ME LUCK. Mon morn back to work. Mon night start new mod. SAVE ME. :( 

Dark nights, shows bright stars.

Officially starts my long off days after a series of hard work. Had a half day work today & managed to squeeze some free time meeting des after much nagging. Had army stew at gardens before trying the newly opened outlet of wimbly lu just right beside my workplace. How nice! Loving gardens more, they've been opening too much good food in this little "garden" hyping it up. First was toast box, otah toast & curry chix became our regular food. Then was mookata, oblong (all time fave red velvet waffles), now it's wimbly lu. I should stop pampering myself with such sweet treats but it's tough to resist!

Rlly thankful for this boy for being there to listen to things I couldn't share with others. Thoughts & feelings that I've been keeping inside, I don't have to be weary of any words I say for others to judge me. Cos at the end of the day, true ones tells you what kind of person I am & not judge me of what I am not. I had enough of explaining, I just wanna be real bcos I don't know how people mask themselves that I don't even know which is the real side of them.

Thanks for keeping the promise even before I get myself into a new r/s, reminding me not to fall badly & to assure he's gonna catch my back even if the fall is bad. It's always the hard times that one shows the real side of them huh? It's never the one whom you gave your all being there when you needed the most. Often dropping me entirely & pushing me away leaving me in that slump. Only sourcing for someone else to get me replace. I'm tired. 

I'm no longer able to trust just anyone, I don't know if it's the right way to think after a series of incidents that happened to me lately. I just wanna be in my own comfort zone just to expand ways to make myself a happier girl.

We chat about anything over happy desserts for the noon. Makes the day even happier visiting the dogs at the pets' station, & did some grocery shopping. Times rlly changed us too quickly. We often walk tgt in clubs when we were kids, now you find him in that grocery basket helping me choose pretty oranges in a supermarket. How time flies. Signs of aging.

Thanks for reminding I've still people who cares. Thanks chongster! :D

Another krispy kreme love by sarah siew early wed morn, totally made my morning at work:

I've been craving for these for the longest time but couldn;t find time to hit the town. Thanks my dear <3

Wish me luck for exams. Another super tight schedule again. Sigh, my life. :'(

Right or wrong?

My old man sticking with me while mummy's out for a long holiday. Looking at him sleep makes me realize how old he grew through these years. Bought him when I'm still pri 5, being the little rascal at home chewing at my furniture & all of my other belongings. Not forgetting him biting me at times for being naughty.

Still loving the old boy despite of everything else:

Hong's baby shower with the DBS ladies:

Always waking up in the middle of the night with my books by my bed. Forever falling asleep studying halfway. 

My face every now & then while studying:

Gotta focus what's right now. Can't stand my slow colleagues anymore. So finally Janet & Nancy realised they shouldn't keep me at counter 2 to help counter 1 teller. & b'cos of the vast gap of speed between us, I'm always getting scoldings from customers(may it be treasures/main queue). It makes it even more obvious I'm picking more customers especially when I am so many customers ahead of counter 1. I was placed at counter 3 today but it didn't work either. BCOS both S & P were seated at 1&2, but both were equally slow. It was another busy day due to the start of the month. Main queue was running faster than treasures even so when both counters were engaged with treasures customers. Treasures shouting at the banking hall looking for branch manager why is treasures queue waiting time longer when counter 3(me) is alr at her 6th customer, yet it's not even his turn. This is how exaggerating my working environment is. I'm at my 6th customer yet both the girls are still meddling with whatever nonsense. This is just the one time event that customer is making noise, but I get this all the time. Even my manager don't quite believe in that customer's words.
*Manager walks to backroom*
Janet: Is it true huh this trs customer complain say main queue alr serve finish 6 customer still not his turn
Me: Ya correct, cos I was the one serving all 6 what.
Both: HAHAHA!!
Janet:  What are they doing aiyo?
Me: How I knw, I also want to knw leh!
Janet: Put you counter 2 too obvious you fast, put you 3, trs not happy. aiya put you 5 lah, you sit one corner nobody will knw HAHAHA!
Me: OKAY LEH! :D
Janet: Customer suggest must other counters watch the queue, want you to serve them first
Me: I sit 3 serve what trs? your counter 1, 2 put for fun ah? somemore M collecting bulk cash bags that time, I was the only counter available for main queue can
Janet: Aiya, can I ask the customer to help me scold my staffs instead?
Both: HAHAHA

K, end of my work life. 

Babykaikai grew up & caught him eating choc! :

I can be happier than this.