Fat week.

Finally back to routine to allow me have a chance to work at treasures again. It's been a week of lepaking. Life's good at work, I've never felt so relaxed for the longest time. Especially when my piggy friend keeps me entertained the whole time. 

I guess we've been eating too much & work is too relax we can be singing while going market to buy lunch tgt. 

This is my very own decorated Xmas tree at branch now sincerely done by me:

Back to warfare at work next week. 

The approaching 2015.

It's coming to the end of 2014. I can't wait for it to be officially over. Pretty looking forward to the upcoming events to end off the year. I'm so proud of myself I somehow made it through till now. I'm a stronger player now. Can't wait for my stats results, I really hope I can make it this time, & I'm done with marketing & law too! Mad happy when I was reading my mail halfway at work. 

Through the darkness period, the remaining stars shines brighter:

So glad I've bosses wanting to take me in to do sales when they know I'm sucha bimbo. 

Somehow all of my ex bosses takes care of me so well. I'm so grateful for them. (: 

I hope it's for the better. (: 

Gardens at its best.

Little garden filled with lotsa love: 

This is my beautiful 2nd home. (: 

Not in that way.

But I hate to say,

November, ends you well.

It's been too long how it felt to be living in such carefree & simple life. When you could smile genuinely. There's no need to mask, no need to fake. You're just yourself:

I'm still grateful for people whom I'm most comfortable with. Knowing what I'm made of, trusting in my words & accepting how flawed I am. I've nothing to hide, ever so glad (: 

Thankyou for being by my side. (: 

You keep learning.

Everything has just this much to take.

Probably everyone else understands better than those you expect

Probably people you expect to care couldn't care more 

They might have never done anything more than saying 

Maybe they just love more about themselves.

If there is something I should learn of each fall

I learnt that I was wrong 

Learnt what it felt like to be loved wrongly 

Learnt how not the way I am treated

Every beginning ends with an expiry. 

& so did we. 

It only takes a spark to get a fire going.

Look how they shine for you. (: 

我是problem小孩

So my eyes have been giving me problems with allergy again. Clinic eyedrops are not helping, I need to make another trip down the hospital to get the specialist check on me again. 

And. My head bumps are not helping either. Grrrr. 

This bag of happiness.

You had always love this bag.

It may not be fanciful than others. 

But if you're carrying for too long, you'll feel tired. 

Everyone gets tired. 

You pause & ponder. 

Thinking why did you even like this bag. 

Or that you have regret choosing it. 

But when you've regain the energy to walk again, 

Do you still find yourself carrying that same bag 

Or that the bag give up & gave way first?

Expiry date.

They may be one of the noisiest people around, but at least they make me smile during the times we struggle through the fatigue at work: 

Even when they try to funny when you're trying to get work done... : 

It's been a tough year. Can't wait for just 2 months to erase off everything bad that has happened this year. Work & school hasn't been performing well. DA is gonna follow me for a year. I've got company again. How I wish I can just switch off & go for a good getaway for awhile... 

I hope each step I take makes me someone better. I hope the steps make me learn. 

Just lemme pass my stats for tmr's paper. Fingers crossed. :'(