Moving on.

So much so that I don't wish to type whatever I'm gonna do so, I've convinced myself to move on. It doesn't seem to have anything for me left to pin for anymore. 

I rlly want/need someone who's willing to be with me through the good & bad times. Willing to accept my flaws & loves me even at my ridiculous moments. I need him to be understanding enough & be supportive of me during my low periods. Ultimately, it just seems so tough to love me huh. Is this the kind of life I should deserve after trying so hard to be happy on my own? Fate is always playing me out. It starts to make me wonder is this all a joke. Haven't I suffered enough previously that I've to go through it again? Pls show some mercy, I've rlly so much strength to hold on. 

I just need a drama free life. A stable life consistently. Is it so tough to ask for? Need someone honest enough with me &  to love me for who I am. It's making me lose faith in finding the right one. I'm equally tired, they always fail me whether or not I love wholeheartedly. It doesn't pay, it's proven.