He lied.

This is the same old storyline. 

Just someone different. 

Once, I ever loved this man for years. 

This man that I've spent much commitment building the best.

Till one day, I've read about her. 

& then I asked him. He lied.

Repeatedly asking again, this time telling him how I've found about her. 

He chose to lie again.

& I left.

I gave myself a good break. 

There came 2 bad boys. 

I knew it's not them. 

& I left. 

Couple of years later.

I met this other man. 

Someone seems to be the one.

Those bad boys didn't ask for the future.

I gave my all after so long.

He questions my past. 

Doubts my character. 

Discriminate my friends. 

But all I ask for was he to love me.

He walked away,

Leaving me broken. 

& he left me feeling sore each time

I wake up from a nightmare.

I wanted to be who I was.

Right before I met this other man.

To be as carefree.

Living as an individual isn't too bad.

He texted me one night.

He asked for another chance.

It's the same punchline.

I gave it to him anyway. 

It didn't take long,

For him to realise

That he ultimately didn't love me as we thought. 

He's gone again.

Breaking me twice was bad. 

For a mistake he made

And me to suffer more.

I just wanted to breakfree.

He said he wanted to be there

No matter what happens.

I thought it was too complex.

I wanted him near but it's not helping.

His promises sounded Iike echoes.

Late nights I'll do the memories 

I'm counting down such late nights

I thought I'm coping right 

Until something else crashed me

My dog is leaving

My friend texted me news about him

I collapsed.

Absent myself from work

I just wanted to be alone

I'll just finish the boxes of tissues

I'll wipe my tears dry myself 

I see how much my dog is suffering

I wipe my tears again,

While changing his diapers for him.

I wipe them again,

When I bring the dogs down for a stroll

I had belated birthday dinners to attend

I'm a sucker for holding back my tears

I'm a loser when my appetite's gone

But I'm learning again,

He's not what he deserve to be.

He's not there again when he said to be for the second time. 

He's lying. 

Everything that he said was obviously 

A huge lie. A pack of them.

I've read every word but he lied again.

He's just another cheater. 

Just lemme heal all over again 

This time round, to be tougher.

To embrace what's left for me & my dog.