冷血動物

我終於恍然大悟 不再上訴
只怪自己愛上的是一個 冷血動物 

Maybe cheating seems too easy these days.
Even people around me seem happy or doesn't feel affected bout it.

I didn;t keep you exactly close. 
Pushing you away was easy. 
You were never part of my life anws. 
I gave you respect for my family.
You don't try & get my empathy making it look like you;re one big victim.

It was never my couz' lost. 
Look what ive found out & seeing you seek attention 
Rlly disgusts me. PUI
After being tgt for the longest time, 
you said you fell for someone else. 
Claimed it was my couz who didnt make the effort.
Did that occur to you when you were on the bed
With someone else? 
& that you returned to my couz' home?
You horrible being, 
You;ve got your conscience eaten up. 
I can't tell how diff are you from selling your bod.
You;re probably worst than them,
You're doing it for free.

& then you use lowdown social apps to know guys
Well, thanks to you for being cheap.
I then found out how my ex behaves like you
You people are amazing.
For making me realise how disgusting you guys are.

Though it always hurts knowing the truth,
it'll always do us good by waking up.
What a letdown. What a huge fucking letdown you people are.
I'll never look at these people the same way ever again.

It doesn't matter how painful is this slap
That's for slapping myself to realise i dont belong there either. 
& that wasn't the person whom i thought i loved for.