School has officially started since last week. Now that my wkends are burnt with school, I can't even sleep for as long as I could even on Sundays.
Went over the folks' place sat evening after work plus school. Feeling guilty calling 奶 one night breaking down on the phone. I just couldn't handle all that I've been going through all together. Every now & then she's worried bout me & never fails to call just to check on me. Had a good conversation with the folks over dinner that evening, though I cried quite a bit even before I enter the house. Returning back to the folks' arms pouring whatever unhappiness that happened made me feel comforted at ease. I'm rlly thankful at least I still have my folks there for me despite all that has happened.
In my folks' eyes, they will never judge nor will they leave me. & ultimately, I know they truly cares & loves me for whats in me. My only wish now is to want my folks to attend my wedding & carry my very own baby. & I made them promise me that sat evening. I just wanna pray for their health & to be there for me for as long as they could.
Moving along, I just wanna stay focus on my work & school. I knw I've better things to be happier about.
I may take a longer time to pick the pieces, but I'm sure I will make it there & better than anyone of you.
Happier photo on a Monday after work:
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