The one who gives is always the most tiring

I'm back on track after taking urgent leave for 2 days to settle my dogs. 

Every night I'm just accepting the fact day by day. So grateful for my manager once again for understanding me. & thankyou for colleagues to speak to me asking if I'm fine. For understanding the difficulty of being a caretaker. 

It's rlly tedious but I'm trying my best.

At times I don't even wanna socialize. I don't fancy dinners, gatherings. I just want to get back home aft work/sch. I don't feel 踏实 leaving the dogs at home. It automatically feels better the moment I see them at home. 

But at times socializing is necessary, happybirthday fatboy:

I swear I hate thai discos. It stinks like hell when everyone is smoking in such cramped enclosed boundary. I've no idea what's the deal. My eyes are irritated & I hardly breathe well when too many of them are smoking around me. It feels like I've shorten 5yrs of my lifespan. 

Gonna cancel andrew's housewarming tmr. I just wanna be home.