我可怜的心肝宝贝

It doesn't matter how tired I am after a long day of school & work to come home:

I hope I can update here every now & then bout denzy. Just in case... I can't do it anymore in future.

Read bout the info vet gave me concerning the chemo. I'm rlly afraid if my dog can't take it. & right after, boyboy pushed open my door to look for me. So right now he's lying beside me taking comfort. My tears can't stop giving him a goodnight kiss & said I love him. 

I'm so fearful of that day. So afraid.