Sometimes the person you'd take the bullet for, is behind the trigger.: There is no forever.

I remember the very first time, many years back. I found this little pup whom was the quietest amongst the rest when I visited the pet store.

I was deciding then whether to get a long coated King Charles or a short fur jack Russell.

This was whom I picked. & my long commitment started ever since.

I received a call from the clinic just a couple of steps away before reaching my classroom door. My dog's kidney is malfunctioning.

Then how?

Then the dog will die.

My tears starts rolling hiding behind the toilet's cubicle.

Denzy brought back many memories when we first brought him home. Back then, gong gong was staying with us.

He objected the idea of keeping a dog, but soon was the one who accompanied & spoilt the dog the most.

Gonggong looked after him while I was in sch. & then he'll walk the dog to the bus stop where my sch bus will alight me.

Denzy was really smart. It didn't take long to toilet-trained him. He loves to play just like any puppy.

His temper begin to show. He knows how to seek "shield" whenever he did something wrong by finding gonggong or my mom bcos he knew he'd escaped the scoldings.

"不要打它啦" gonggong will say.

& the dog will become aggressive each time he found his "shield". I had no choice but to walk away angrily.

He'll grabbed my clothes to the living room. Just to show around how he manage to grab my clothes & only to run underneath the bed when you shouted his name. He's an attention seeker.

Few nights ago, I was told we don't have much time left. His tumor didn't shrink enough as what was expected. Seeing him suffer was heartbreaking everyday for my family.

He hates his medicine. He knows in between that piece of nugget was a rlly awful taste of his med.

He shivers so hard each time we bathed him. We wrapped him with many layers of blanket. & even warmth him with the hairdryer.