I told him not to struggle

We sent him in the hospital & was critically ill. He was just sleeping all the time though we could feel his heartbeat. 

He was hospitalized for several days & his condition didn't get better. His temperature is too low his on heat pack just to keep him going. 

Mummy came to pick me right after work to see him in the hospital. My heart broke.

We've all been sobbing late nights. Silly Debby who usually isn't aware of anything came to comfort me by snuggling me that night when I broke down. She knew smth about Korkor isn't right. 

Didn't go to work for days. Mummy & I visited boyboy but he could hardly walk. We found there were a lot of blood clots in his diapers. The vet spoke to us. She said there was nth much left to help. 

We were told to put him down the day after if his condition persists. & if we could bring him home awhile to say the last goodbye. 

Everyone came to visit him. Uncle told my mum to bring the dog out of the hospital & meet him 6pm sharp. That was the 1st day of 7th month. 

He said he told my ahgong to make a trip down to visit boyboy tgt. Gonggong dotes on boyboy the most. 

Boyboy could walk & drink water on his own that night. The hospital called the following morning. His kidneys got a little better. We brought him home bcos he couldn't eat. Mummy boiled porridge everyday using a syringe to feed. We prepared at least 10 medication to feed him twice a day. 

Mummy was too tired taking care of him. I didn't sleep well for the past days waking up in the middle of the night checking on him. 

My poor baby girl has been neglected & sleeps on her own knowing we were all too tired.

My friends have been with me to keep them updated. Thankyou for visiting boyboy & making trips down for me. I knw the time is almost up. Whatever it is, passing on at home for denzy with us is probably his last wish.