My sick babygirl.

This has been a terrifying year so far. The list of things that doesn't go right goes on. One after another. Others say I'm on a bad streak of luck, I say I needa bathe with holy water. 

I've never experienced any of these sort all tgt I'm coping so tough, idk should I be angry or upset. Debby's sick again. The last time round she fell ill was about 3 years ago. I couldn't focus at work when mum called me in the morn saying smth's wrong with the dog. Only to rush off after work & brought the dog to the vet. Took urgent leave the following day to bring the dog back for xray & left my dog stay in there for half a day. My tears just roll down my face while travelling back home asking myself what's all these happening to me. I'm drained. So fucking drained no one would ever understand. & should all these is not happening to you all tgt don't fucking comment cos you're not even in my shoes to begin with. 

Didn't slp well the whole time & spend my night worrying. Went home to catch some nap before going down the clinic again but to only jump outta bed & keep checking with the clinic if I can pick my dog anytime alr. She's been on medication for a week & gotta bring her back for another round of review tmr after work. Pls lemme hear some good news. I've lost too many impt people in my life & I can't afford to lose it again. 

I'm done & over with y'all judgement. Not gonna be the slave of your words.