Horrible birthday.

I've never in my life been so depressed over my birthday celebration. A birthday that I couldn't bring it up smiling. Am I expecting too much or we can't even celebrate a proper dinner together?

Why does it seems so hard to make a simple dinner happen. I don't need the balloons, surprises. I just want to have a good laugh with the good friends.

Seems like that's the toughest part to be done. #April27

The only photo that made me smile genuinely on my birthday:
I love you baby girl.