My body clock is screwed as bad as it is once again. My job doesn't even tire me today. The 12hrs I slpt last night? Hmm. It's okay, it's gonna be the same for work tmr. This week has been pretty bad for me. Moodswings acting up, quarrelled with major 2 love of my life. One, mummy. One, best friend. Nobody knows the ache but I'll vent my heartfelt words here. It's alright not telling anyone but myself, so much that I felt right now. It's disappointing how I can never relate to them my point and miscommunication has to come in. I ask myself how much am I suppose to do, to be worthy enough of your love. The answer never came in.
Till the day I ended my previous relationship, my friends were all standing by me. See my tears, how i break down and the weight I've lost. That is when I begin to realise each of them plays an important role in my life. From then, I never wanted to disappoint anyone unless I realised it's not worth. I don't wish to come to a point whereby I think anyone whom I regard as my good enough friend seems any less worth, at any point of time. However, I've to admit. Things change. You know when I see there's no point to it, I'll let it go. I know I'll stop trying if the other party isn't trying harder. Wells, I'm disappointed much, very.
Anws, on a brighter note.
I've decided to upload a few more photos from my lumix. My camera's getting oldddddd. :'(
Click the link for more photos taken at faith's birthday.
Though it was quite a last min shop for her gifts, I always shop pretty gifts as to my own preference lah! So I quite liked the Marc Jacobs laptop casing & the ring. The casing was.... OMG. Awesomely chio I swear. The photos don't do the casing it's justice, but yeah. Gifts aren't gifts if they're not properly chosen, you shop with sincerity too. Hope the girl's in love with them. Imma try sleep early now, the dog doesn't wanna give up playing ball this early. I'll pretend to sleep, so she'll stop bugging me. Aite, gdnight people.
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