Good morning. It's 6:23am as I'm typing down via phone. Tried sleeping a couple of hours ago but to find myself tossing the bed watching the dog sleep. Probably the green tea doing its work on me.
Love doing peace at work alone to think over some thoughts. Songs shuffling my iPod makes me shuffled many random thoughts too. Thoughts about my friends, my past, my love. The memories that went unspoken. Those that filled my drama life never fails to make me smile/ache all together. At times, I think it's not easy to become who I am today. Not that I've remarkable achievements, I've totally none but that I've another story to tell.
Today, I'm thankful for the peers once again. Those whom held my hands & allow my tears to wet their blouses. Till today, I could never forget my hardest cry. So bad I could literally cry out my heart. It almost felt it was just a day ago, cos I could remember it so vividly. The pain was never quite gone. The darkest nightmare in my life, the scar that never heals.
The memories that never fade. Sorry for being sentimental. I just needed to vent this, I've no one to turn to at this hour. Just don't wanna fake smile & be true to my feelings in depth.
Sigh. Sleep Sharlene, sleep it away.
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