Engulfed.

Till my tears run dry, I can't feel my eyes. I just don't wanna let you go. Broken, every inch of it. 

First & always.

I've wailed the whole day ever since I received that call from mom. It must have been the biggest joke. My darling boy left less than a year to be with us. No matter how much we've tried to feed him, he's still losing weight. 

My wishes didn't come true. I've only left with this much time spent with him. It's killing me I swear. 14 years till now, & now you're taking him away. 

Babyboy, I love you. 

2704

Grateful for the kind celebrations & love that has been showered. 

Photos are not in order:

I'm still not done with 2704. & my schedule has been fully packed all the way till I'm flying for Taiwan. This year, I'm gonna be someone better. Someone responsible & strong to deal with obstacles. Especially when I felt so suffocating handling with my dog's health. Studies gonna be tough, I'm embracing it. 

Stay with me

& tonight I'm not going anywhere. 

I'm just gonna stay here by your side to make sure you're not gonna shiver more. 

Darling, you're staying with me. Please. 

April's first family wkend <3

It's been a peaceful & sweet week spent with my family. Thank God for Good Friday, for reminding me to spend time with the dogs at home. 

Boyboy's finally going for his op next week after much procrastination. I'm extremely dead worried for him esp when he's that old. I guess we still have to go through this. May the good Lord bless him to pull through. 

Sat morning was back to work after a good rest day. Finally back on my 5-inch heel to attend cousin's posh dinner. Omg I'm in love with the way the hotel & ballroom is designed. 

My old woman dolled up to match the classy ambience too :D 

All my little cousins suiting up:

First comment cousins & I were commenting about this old woman's dress. "Nai, isn't your dress abit too long for your legs??? I cannot see them!"

She's the Humpty Dumpty of the night:

Pretty much like tiff & co theme in the cosy ballroom:

I've never attended such cosy wedding. Maybe my photos didn't justice enough for the ballroom. Everything was almost too cosy & posh. One of the better weddings I've attended. Here's my eldest gugu who is also the groom's mama tonight:

& so after this photo was taken, my aunties came crowding round me telling me the next wedding would be mine. Now that both my 2 eldest cousins are married, the stress is on the 3rd & that's me. Looks like it's gonna be a long wait . 

Yeye was drunk when he starts feeding nainai the duckhead on the table. Wanting to kiss her when the couple on stage drank their jiaobeijiu. Going round strangers' table to join them yumseng & we were just too embarrassed. 

But he's sure too happy & enjoying:

Yeye:" 这个hotel怎么读?"

Me: " Crowne plaza."

Yeye:" huh? C..ow plaza uh?"

Me: " Crown lah crown."

Yeye:" Orhhhhh COW huh?"

This conversation repeats all over while I was walking to him to the car park the whole time. I GIVE UP. 

It's April.

Some quality time with close peers is always worthwhile. Dined at some cosy Italian restaurant for faith's birthday. Had some quiet time just with them feels comforting. 

Mr. Lee's passing affected everyone the whole of last week. It's also because of that, the bank was almost empty everyday. I guess customers are not quite willing to do banking with all of our staffs wearing full-pledged black for the mourning week. 

Especially ordered from my florist for paying tribute with the rest. I'm always so impressed with my florist for putting the 101% effort in designing & asking me to trust in him. & of cos when he personally delivers the flowers with his wife at my branch rlly warms the heart. (: 

Please support 108 florist. 

I guess at times there's still many people with good hearts. My money changer who is sucha busy businessman offers to  fetch all of us to Padang after work. & yes, I'm talking about a man who is the boss of many outlets of Moneychanger in Singapore. Also the main supporting mc for DBS bank.  

His heart made of gold rlly makes us so thankful bcos we had to rush our work in time just to catch the queue. 

SGB's very own banner:

All of us in my mc's super cosy van:

It was a 5hrs wait in the queue. Halfway through kommie was feeling unwell, it was quite a disaster trying to take care of them while squeezing in the queue. This is the first time no Singaporeans complains how long the queue is gonna take. Everyone was super nice to anyone despite the long wait. 

Kommie who dashed to the minister before she felt unwell. Everyone hands down for her kiasu-ness, she told her husband the minister wanted to take photo with her :/

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