Welcoming with both arms.

Conquered 2014 officially. Appraisal is out, results are out. Passed whatever that's been tested out there for me. So glad nth is keeping me look back anymore. It's good to feel good. 

Boxes of the Reds are here on a yearly routine again, which means papercuts & sore arms are coming back again. :'(

Gonna rest fully this wkend & hit the cny frenzy again. 

On a side note, I can't wait for my holidays before school officially starts. 

Ready for the CNY!

Impromptu purchase of my new phone after work & got myself another extra line. So now my biz doing big, y'all can still reach me by the old number hehehe. 

New sheets for the new year, always the maid carrying my barangs:

Saw 2 furballs jumping everywhere even before I enter the petshop. Got welcomed by 2 adorable poms running all over. This little brown one just keeps jumping on her short legs trying to reach me even when I'm alr squatting. :D

I didn't kiss her on purpose. I was just tryna talk to her to stop fidgeting & she gave me a kiss. Hahahaha sucha sweetie. They really make my day so easily, too easily! :

Love chu <3

最美和声

I'm not sure if I'm the slow one here but 最美和声 is my current addiction. This is one of my fave pair. Gahhh they can really sing so well.

& here's one more!

可不可以不勇敢

反正又美又痛才是愛的本質

Good or bad, I'll still hold.

It's okay to be broken sometimes. 

Moving to the next phase of life

& if the world turns down on me, do I still hold the weight & continue smiling? 

You've got no idea I was literally jumping for joy when I've received mail for the passing of all my modules at work. I'm officially done & over with my dip. 奶 was the first person I called to share this piece of good news. I just couldn't contain my happiness. All of the fevers, midnight burning, frustrations of how I couldn't figure the right answers, crying how to balance between work & school etc etc finally being paid off. 

Let me become smarter & get through this too:

Don't be too hard on me. 

All I'm asking for, is just enough of rest. :(

The standard model.

WOMAN.

When God created woman he was working late on the 6th day.......

An angel came by and asked. "Why spend so much on her?  The Lord answered. "Have you seen all the  specifications I have to meet to shape her?" 

She must function on all kinds of foods;

she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart;

she must do all this with only two hands; 

She cures herself when sick and can work 18 hours a day".                                                                                   THE ANGEL was impressed....  "Just two hands.....impossible!" And this is the standard model?" The Angel came closer and touched the woman"......  

"But you have made her so soft, Lord"

"She is soft", said the Lord, "But I have made her strong. You can't imagine what she can endure and overcome." 

"Can she think?" The Angel asked.

The Lord answered.  "Not only can she think, she can reason and negotiate".

The Angel touched her cheeks.....

"Lord, it seems this creation is leaking!  You have put too many burdens on her."

"She is not leaking...it is a tear". The Lord corrected the Angel.

"What's it for?" asked the Angel.

The Lord said. " Tears are her way of expressing her grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, 

her suffering and her pride."

This made a big impression on the Angel.

"Lord, you are a genius. You thought of everything. 

A woman is indeed marvellous!"

Lord said, "Indeed she is."

She has strength that amazes a man. 

She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. 

She holds happiness, love and opinions. 

She smiles when she feels like screaming. 

She sings when she feels like crying, cries when happy and 

laughs when afraid. 

She fights for what she believes in. 

Her love is unconditional. 

Her heart is broken when a next-of-kin or a friend dies but she finds strength to get on with life."

The Angel asked : "So she is perfect?"

The Lord replied: "No. She has just one drawback. She often forgets what she is worth".

My first quarter chapter.

First meet of the year though there're still some missing heads. Finally I'm seeing Keith's dog, April again. That sweetie pie is so responsive whenever I called him over, he'll never fail to let me carry him.

I hate to admit but I'm turning 25 this year & I'm rlly quite afraid what's coming for me. I've been waiting for results & preparing myself for further studies. It's gonna be so much more tougher than stats. :( 

I've no idea if I can eventually cope, I'm more worried if my body is not coping well again. & where am I growing the money for studies again.,. 

Finally gotten the right size diaper for this old man. Breaks my heart each time he shows signs of aging:

The last supper of gardens alumnis 2014:

(p.s: the one that bunny ear my head is my Humpty Dumpty manager zz) 

We totally missed the old jokes & any other silly conversations at work. Finally no more bullying me after the old rms are gone hehe. No more hiding or photocopying of my toys anymore. No more commenting how the leftover food/drinks are mine anymore. No more pushing the roller chair I'm sitting on to a corner anymore. Anws dinner was filled with so much laughter I was dying. 2014 still has good memories. Now that jiayang & chan is gone, no one's tutoring me anymore. :( 

2015 is gonna be different. 

Everything else expires. It's 2015.

2014 was bullshit. To all the tears I've wasted, I hope I'm someone better now. 

I've learnt the hard way, to realise the closest people around aren't always there as what they said to be. I guess I've outgrown that tale & managing my own emotions becomes a forte that I've learnt to do well. Everyone's health was real bad. My dog slip disc twice, grandpa sent to emergency & did a 7hr op. So did my health. Sleeping all day due to medication but worrying to meet submission deadlines at the back of my mind. At times I try so hard to cab to work due to shortage but only to be sent home to get mc. Some other bad times, I've got judged for taking mc. Politics. 

At times fever got so bad, I could be crying so much in pain but who's there but yourself to recover. Maybe this is all about growing up. All thanks to all the pamperings I used to have since young, I'm just another big baby now. Still loves to cry though. :/

However, it got better. At least my babygirl is safe & sound back in my arms:

To those that isn't part of my rainbow. 

Batam.

Only slept 2-3hrs before waking up at 530am to meet the girls at the ferry terminal. I practically slept throughout my batam trip. My sleeping photos are everywhere. Thanks to Sarah Siew. :/

Morning greetings with foxy while waiting for our ferry~ :

Seriously the bus seats are not for humans. 2 adults squeezing to that tiny seat, we are not babies eh. Probably 2 foxies will just fit nicely. We only managed to check in early evening & I was deadbeat. 

Took a quick shower to rinse off my body filled with sunblock & fell aslp again once more while the girls help to cook some sedap cup noodles. & it's time for massage:

This piggy friend just had to take my weight no matter how heavy I am hehe. Bcos I'm your so-called "傻大姐" like you claimed all the time. Saying I'm forever living in my own world without any 心计, & always asking me to be careful of the ugly side of humans. :/ that's for knowing me years... 

Seafood dinner & was half drenched on our way back to our hotel. Some small girls talk about facial care & more cup noodles.

Sorry my photos like not in order, this insane man who ate glass & burning charcoal. & my fat friend gave 20bucks sgd as tips. #siaofriend

Thankie foxy for being my travel buddy all the time. I can fall aslp anytime anywhere with him. Just one of the photos they took of me while I was waiting for my cup noodle to be cooked: 

Conti sleep in ferry back, go home sleep one more round. Woah I'm so impressed with my sleeping trip. Gdnight. :D